Insecurities.

I guess it's something that everyone has but I have quite a few that I'm not proud of.

1. My looks.
I feel ugly. But I feel a bit better after having some make-up on. Somehow with all the liquid and powder on my face, it increases my confidence. Yes, it may be artificial confidence, you say but as long as it's something that gives me a boost in confidence, I say, why not? Many guys say that 'I prefer girls without make-up' and shit like that but then they go on criticising about how ugly this girl is. Don't guys get it? Make-up beautifies a person. So quit saying that, guys.

2. My body.
I incredibly skinny. Like, really. I'm standing at 163cm with a mere 40kg. I'm unbelievably severely underweight. I don't look good in clothes cos free size clothings are normally too big for me. Shorts, pants, skirts are difficult for me to fit in since my waist is 24. I wish I was at least 45kg. At least a bit more to make me not look so bony.

3. My teeth.
My lower row of teeth is crooked. And all my teeth are yellow from drinking too much coke. I've had braces before but somehow my teeth couldn't withstand it and decided to shift around, so yeah. My lower row of teeth is messy.

4. My voice.
I'm working in the audio visual and lighting industry and I'm not proud of my voice. I HATE to hear my voice. I think my voice is weird. Like I don't sound like how a normal female should sound like. I've no idea how I should describe it but just.. weird.

5. My skills.
I feel like I have no skills. At all. In my current job, I've been working for a year and I absolutely do not specialise in anything. It sucks. I feel sucky. Really.. sucky. I wish I can be good at it but.. sigh.

There are more insecurities that I have about me and my life but listing them all out would probably bore you guys to death. I know how insecurities can kill one on the inside. I know how insecurities lead to one going mad. So I hope that people wouldn't take another's insecurities as a joke and make fun of them for it. Cos you never know when they'd break down because of your little joke.