So 2011 is coming to an end and I'm not really sure what I'm feeling about it. But 2011 had its ups and downs and I'm sure it goes the same for everyone. Well, I do have some New Year resolutions to make since I'm not really sure if I'll be posting on 31st December 2011 so I shall post now! So here's a list of my New Year resolutions!
1. GET FATTER!
Yes, this has been on my resolution list for years and believe me, the highest I've gotten to is 42kg last year or maybe two years back and no more than that. But poly education is sucking the life out of me and honestly, I can't keep up with my meals with the crazy irregular timetable like 8am to 2pm on Mondays with no lunch breaks in between. Can someone please tell me how am I supposed to get fat like that?! Plus my lunch breaks differ every single day so yeah, it's really crazy. And I have a crazy appetite that's like seasonal or something cos when I eat a lot, I really eat a lot, like so much that no one can believe my stomach can contain that much amount of food but when I'm not hungry, I'll just eat like half a packet of rice. Terrible, I know. What's worse is that I have Irritable Bowel Syndrome and it's kinda lifelong thing. It means that my bowels get irritated super easily and once it does, all the food I just consumed will come out super quickly.
2. Think positively more often.
I'm a very, very, and I really mean VERY pessimistic person. I over-think things a lot and it really pisses people off. If you know me personally and close enough, I'm really sorry I'm this kind of person. But I really love you guys (you know who you are) so much for always trying to cheer me up and have never left me alone to rot in my abyss of emotions. Okay, I'm being dramatic but you get what I mean!
3. Take my studies seriously.
Okay, I know this is gonna be hard but I still put this up anyways. I mean like, come on. Studying really isn't my thing. I'm more of a hands-on person instead of a go-by-the-book person. I really dread studying and leave any exams to study to the last minute. Maybe I'll start studying like two to three days before the exam. Worst record was the day before the exam. Haha! I know I'm not a really good student but I really hope to get over with poly asap and find a job. Frankly speaking, I like working. The first ever job I took up was at COMEX and worked for ZMC Automobile. I had to stand for 10 hours straight for 4 days. It was really tiring but I liked it thanks to the wonderful colleagues there. If you were to let me choose between studying and working, definitely working. Even if it's 5 hours of studying to 10 hours of work, I'd still choose to work. Yes, I really dread studying. But I don't wish to jeopardise my future just because I dislike studying so I'm gonna finish my last year in poly and get a damn certificate!
4. Draw more.
So recently I just got a really pretty sketchbook as my Christmas present from someone special. Nah, not my boyfriend. The sketchbook costs a bomb and he even went through the effort of getting a box and ribbon for it and it totaled up to $50. SGD$50, mind you. Can you believe that a sketchbook with a box and a ribbon can total up to $50?! It's freaking expensive, I swear. I'm so gonna cherish this sketchbook. Not only because of its price though because he actually went to Raffles to get the sketchbook for me a few days after I said I needed a sketchbook. I've been sleeping with it since I received it on 24th. NO LAH, HAHAHA. Just joking! I have it on my study table and haven't started drawing on it yet cos I don't really know what I should draw. I mean, first page should normally have the nicest stuff right? So yeah, I really have to think of what to draw on my sketchbook's first page ASAP!
5. Do more reading/writing and blogging.
I've been neglecting my story, Red Code Alert (RCA), a lot. Cos I'm having what they call a writer's block. I'm no writer but yeah, I really don't know how to continue on with the story. Maybe because I've not read quite a lot during school hours but I just finished Mariah Stewart's Dark Truth and I'm reading Final Truth also by Mariah Stewart. It's kind of a series but I couldn't find Hard Truth despite going to Serangoon and Sengkang National Library. No worries, I'll find it, somehow! And I want to blog more because I find that blogging is a good way to make me feel better. I mean like now, I'm being quite high in the middle of the night. It's 1.14am, so yeah. And I seriously can't believe this post is so damn long and I'm not even tired after typing all these.
6. Cherish the ones I have now.
My family, my true friends and my dog. All of you who didn't leave when I was really so freaking down. Like maybe depression. I don't know. But, yeah. I love you guys. A lot. I know someday you guys will leave me or that I'll leave you but hey, I will treasure you now. All of you important ones.
Alright, this is a ridiculously long post and I'm thinking maybe a few got to this far of my post cos I'm no celebrity blogger but hooray! Cos this is the end of this post and an early Happy New Year to you guys! Bye my readers!
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