Love.

Couples break up cos of the following reasons:

1. Love has faded.

2. Not compatible.
3. Forced under certain circumstances. (eg: religious reasons or parents' disapproval)

All sucks equally, basically. I love my boyfriend, I'm not afraid to say it here. And I want to be with him for a very long time and I'm glad that he thinks the same way. I hope that if it's possible, we can just be together forever. It sounds kinda cheesy but yes, I really hope for it to be this way. For once in my life, I really considered forever as an option. Because of him.

In the past, forever is not in my dictionary. There's no forever to anything and everything. People die, objects disintegrate. So nothing and nobody really stays forever. But when I found him, when we got together, that's when things start to change. I start to believe in forever. I start to pin hopes on forever. Some of you may think I'm being crazy cos I'm just an 18-year-old. But seriously, this is love. Love doesn't come by easily. We went through loads of shit and we're still together. I think we deserve forever.

However, things may always come between love. And currently, I'm experiencing number 3, which is my parents are against this relationship. I can not have the approval of anyone else but I need my parents'. If they continue to disapprove of this, I know someday, somehow, they'll force us to break up. And that's the last thing that I want to happen to us.

I've seen couples break because of religious reasons and it sucks big time. They love each other but cannot be together. It's like some drama, but it really happens in actual life. Being forced apart although they love each other.. It's just terrible. I can't imagine how I'd even get over it.

I'm very jealous when I see an old couple, walking hand-in-hand on the streets. It's this undying love that I want. Which is also what most of the people would want. It's scary to see couples who're together for years and they can just break up overnight. It's even scarier to see married couples to divorce after being married to each other for years. What happened to the promises made? What happened to forever?

For now, I just want to be happy and enjoy the time I have with him. We're still young and should do whatever we can when we're young cos when we slowly turn into adults, our lifestyles change and we may not be able to do things we did in the past anymore. And I know this sounds stupid to some, but I want to marry him. (: